Integrity, Manliness and my Old Drawing Books
January 31st, 2012 § Leave a Comment
While chatting with one of my two friends “lost” in Korea, discussing break ups, he sent me this article to relate his recent split with me. It’s a very solid piece of information, especially for folks who have a difficult time dealing with emotions, ie; scratching your name in someone’s car door. But it also resonates to my struggle for self integrity. I’ve been trying to decide whether or not to take out the line about fairy tales in this post. I think I’ll leave it as I do admit it’s pathetic nature and it’s relevance to the paragraph in that is a part of coming clean with myself on motivations for wanting to move back to NYC. I just want to be clear with all of my friends, I am not seeking pitty. And if you are reading this feeling pity, please instead know that I’m writing these type of thoughts here for the sheer reason of purging. I also happen to like to share. I’ve done this before after a long term relationship ended, granted it was in a drawing book and much less public than this. However, I did share those books with friends and still do. I like to be creative with these feelings and I’m always into the idea of sharing my creative work. And that intentionally comes with disregard to my blind self.
